JUST A DREAM -2-

         I saw him again. In a very nice garden surrounded by rare flowers blooming in a very sunny day. There were big trees formed in a circle that enclosing us. We were sitting in a long swing, swaying beneath a strong branch of the King tree. With vines crawling at every post, with flowers that gives sweet fragrance. And feeling him so close to me. I can hear every beat of his heart. 

He handed me a piece of scented paper.  He always let me read his poems. And it gives me joy when it was all about me. I wish this dream will never end. With him, I can be free. Free from all the problems im facing every single day. Oh I wish I could just stay there.  In his embrace, in his arms, and listening to everything he says. It was so perfect. Maybe close to perfect, but still Im contented. 

But why? Every time I open my eyes, i forget his face. But I can still feel him. As if hes really there. I can even hear his beating heart as if its right next to my ear. All I know is that, hes the most beautiful person ive ever seen. Deep down in my heart I know even without actually remembering his face. This is just the beginning. One day, I will find out.

A DAY WITH MY FAMILY

(left going right) ABET - LENA(me)- THIRDY- MAMA SHEEDER (my mom)
LOLO DADDY (behind)- LOLA MOMMY- ATE INDAY- KUYA ROLAND
(behind her)- JARED- ATING

        IT IS REALLY FUN TO SPEND YOUR WEEKEND WITH YOUR FAMILY.  after how many years, the day has finally come. i got the chance to spend time with my mom and sister (abet) even just for a short period of time. 


We went to EDEN NATURE PARK. last time I've been there was more than 7 years ago. the place has really changed. it was more beautiful and much more organized now. but it's natural beauty  is still there.




i have with me my
: my mama (mama sheeder)
: my sister (alovette.. we call her ABET for short)
: aunt Inday ( i call her ate because she's still young) 
: kuya Roland (ate Inday's GG [God's gift :)]
: 3 young, makulit cousins ( Ating, Thirdy, and Jared)
: my Lola Mommy and Lolo Daddy

ME:)

MAMA SHEEDER

ABET

ATE INDAY

LOLA AND LOLO

THIRDY

JARED

ATING

HAPPY FAMILY

^_______^

i see you

       Do you ever get the feeling like when you want to see "someone" and you've already search the whole world for him but still you never did see a single glimpse or even his shadow? it's so frustrating and disappointing, isn't it? after how many times you tried and repeatedly do it, still NOTHING!

but... do you ever get the feeling like you wanted to jump up and down and scream at the top of your lungs because you just heard him say HI to you? well. that's what i felt right at this moment. kaloka di ba!

today, we had our very first night class on our NS BIO class. my mind was very preoccupied due to the topics we learned during our class. My friends and I went out to eat dinner @ 7: 15 . when we were done eating, we decided to head back to school so that we may catch our rides on the other side of the school boundary.

When i stepped out of the carenderia, i noticed someone who has a same hair like "him" .. i stared at the man but it was not "him" . when i was about to leave, I SAW "HIM" . the real him. in flesh!! my heart just skipped a beat and it was pounding so hard. nakaka werla so much... i can't stop myself from smiling. and HE SMILED BACK at me. at that moment, my mind was full of ideas like a) take a step towards him and hold his hand b) hug him c) drag him so that i can talk to him some more d) many more. (i'm full of imaginations you know)
but all i did was say "HI KUYA!"  i was so star struck by him and i don't know what to do.  he also wave back at me. i don't know what else to do so i just walk away.

when i was a little away from him, safe from being heard, I "hampas" my friend so many times.  i can't stop myself from smiling. i was so happy!!

"sweetdreams"

 A night spent with you 

Is a dream come true

If only it was real

I can show you what I feel

But dreams are dreams

A vision it seems

Like wind keeps blowing

Its never ending

IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM -_-

        Call me theatrical, but it’s like I’ve just stepped into a Romeo-Juliet movie. People dancing at the center of the room dressed in nice, attractive tale-dress. I didn’t know if I belong here, not until I hit a mirror and saw a beautiful girl dress in white. She was so stunning like a goddess in old times. I was so shocked of what I’ve seen. I can’t believe an ordinary girl like me can turn into a dazzling, goddess-like teenager.

        He came down the grand staircase looking like a god as always. With his long, white robe that flows beneath him. His dark, slick hair bounces as he move, walking towards me. All the girls were gawking at him but he just let them be.

    He stands right in front of me; hand extended and asks me to dance. With his oh so perfect face and body, who could ever decline? We twirl, glide and sway the entire night. He keeps on staring into my eyes, like he finds it beautiful somehow. we talked a little as we dance. He

keeps on telling me that he      misses me so much.

      That night was the most splendid night I’ve ever experienced. But he has to go. Why so early? I hate it when it comes to this. The thing that I didn’t forget the most is when he gave me a soft kiss at my right hand. A courteous way of saying goodbye. I wish a kiss on the cheek is a way of saying hi. And if so, I would like to be greeted by him every single minute. Well, dreams are never ending.

           Till next dream my mysterious dream boy.

my first

          wazzup people!!

    just created my new blogspot. i'm really looking forward on writing new blogs. you can read it, re-blog it, like it, share it, or whatever you want to do with it. BUT DON'T DO THINGS I Wouldn't LIKE. hehehe. dont worry, i wont bite:) 

<-------me