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Saturday, August 6, 2011

dream -5-

       It was a night of freedom. A night of my own needs and happiness. I don’t have to worry about others problems. I don’t have to be disturbed by others. They wont have to seek for me tonight. This is my night. No more annoying people. I'm tired of hearing them all the time. Tired of minding their own problems.
        My heart was filled with sorrow and anger. People keep on bugging me. They keep on asking me questions that I think they already know what the answer is. They keep on calling me, making me do things they cant do. Always relying to me.

It was raining outside. Raining hard. I want to escape from them so badly. I ran through the cold rain. I don’t care if I got sick. I don’t care if I slipped. I don’t care what they say. Let them think what they want to think. All I want to do is to be away from them. Away from all these noise.

 Someone pulled my hand and I turn to face the intruder. Here he was. Understanding portraits his face. He pulled me in his embrace. He held me so tight. Protectively shielding me from harm. My emotions exploded. I cannot hide my feelings anymore. I cried so hard, under the harsh pouring of rain, in his arms.
        “why? Why me? Why cant they deal with it themselves?”
        “its okay. Im here. Your safe. Don’t mind them”

I cried tears as many as the rain drops. He wiped it all away. I know I can always count on him. He always makes me feel so loved and cared. I pushed myself inches from him. And said thank you. Thank you for being here. He smiled and kissed me tenderly.
        We stayed in each others arms for a long period of time under the harsh pouring of the rain.

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